In 2020, I, along with many folks around the world, stopped playing live shows. I also stopped writing songs with lyrics. It was something about my voice. I didn’t want to hear it.* During this moment, time was on all of our minds. We had a lot of it. Pre-pandemic, we seemed to be in a rush. And for some, post-pandemic, that pace came back with a vengeance.
I never wanted to be late. I feared late. But then someone issued me the challenge – be late. Challenge accepted.
This EP is the culmination of that meditation. I wrote these songs between 2020 and 2025. The song titles may be ridiculous, but so is always being on time.
Be late. (Unless it’s an emergency, of course. Or dinner’s ready.)
*I am writing songs with lyrics again. Yay.
All songs composed, performed, mixed, and mastered by Michael Aquino
Label Description: Once again, I took on the #Jamuary challenge to produce something music-related each day in the month of January, and once again I decided to make that “something” to mean writing and recording a new track every 24 hours. It’s been a challenging month in a dark time, but I did it. Having something positive to focus on, having art to make, is what got me through it. It’s what has gotten me through life thus far, especially when most other things fail me. So I’m very proud to have succeeded.
I didn’t set out to make an album. I set out to survive some long, stressful nights.
I tend to take on many projects at one time, often too many and this album came from a place I don’t talk about much anxiety and isolation. I made Tired Monster during a period of serious burnout, physically, creatively, and emotionally. Not the loud kind, but the slow, creeping kind that wears you down until you barely recognize yourself. In between albums, and starting a record label, the music started as a way to process that. It’s the sound of pushing forward when you’re running on fumes, of feeling heavy but still restless. The “monster” in the title isn’t a villain, it’s the tired version of yourself that refuses to give up, even when you kind of want to.
This album is my most personal work yet. It blends my love for cinematic sound design with the darker beat driven textures I’ve always gravitated toward. You’ll hear ambient decay, distorted rhythms, and moments of tension and release that mirror how I was feeling while making it.
There’s no single genre here it’s my hybrid of cinematic electronic storytelling, crafted in isolation and shaped by late nights; the need to process life without words. I hope these tracks feel like a mirror, or maybe a companion.
If you’ve ever felt overwhelmed but couldn’t slow down… this one’s for you.
Thanks for listening to what I couldn’t put into words.
Decades of attempts later. Escaping the pull of gravity. Released into the void. Yet another culmination. I disappeared, intermittently. I appear, briefly. “Please enjoy this soundtrack to a parallel world. Creating, recreating, and fine-tuning this experience has brought me great satisfaction and much needed diversion. May listening to it provide you with something valuable as well.”
Another collection of orphaned tunes lurking in the nether regions of my laptop.
These are tracks that were lined up for a bit more polish and probable release – but since then my attention has moved elsewhere as I got all excited about new shiny projects and these tracks got left at the ‘nearly there’ stage. So they’re a little rough around the edges in places, but I’m claiming that as part of their charm.
That said, when I played a couple of these to people they got broadly appreciative nods – so I thought another githerments release may be in order.
It’s a bit of a mixed bag.
ether is so old, all I have is the audio file. Which is a shame ‘cos there was a lovely long reverb tail on the end and it’s cut off in the version I found sat in a random folder.
There’s upbeat electro in Storm, Noir-esque noodling with some spoken word in Thomas, and even some guitar on Tom Five.
Streets and Blue Hills are pseudo-themes for some never made US cop dramas.
Of course there’s a tune or two with stuff from my much raided US evangelists sample folder. Will I ever grow out of that?
There’s some sort of poppy songs, some sub Daft-Punk vocoder work courtesy of a Arturia pssst I found that I meant to replace the sample in. And some things I’m not sure how to describe.
All in all – something for everyone or maybe everything for someone.
Label Description: Guitars, bass, synths, beat programming, Kalimba, recording mixing and arrangement: Frank Ehrhardt Mastering: Alexander Kolb Synths and additional beat programming on Broken Shadows: Erdem Cakir (magikkarpetkaravan.bandcamp.com) Additional effect manipulation on Algorhythmic Dreams: Alissa Jäger Additional guitars and additional beat programming on Of Hope and To Go On and additional mixing: Stefan Harth (gigalurgh.bandcamp.com) Drawing: Frank Ehrhardt Design: Marius Schmitt Videos: Korneli Gorbatchev (kogofilm.de)
Recorded on March 18 and 19 of 2023 at the Maplehurst Forge in Newton, New Jersey Engineered by Mark Dempsey Mixed by Matt Gilroy Mastered by Philippe LeSaux
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Previous release on Ingrown here: ingrown.bandcamp.com/album/worldpath-yggdrasil
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